Can you hear it?

It is my past. It is my echo. The Gryphon's Echo.

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Everything Falls Apart
Nives Conbadge [Ragsolith]
It's been months since my last entry, I know. So many things have fallen apart for me, ever since my last entry, I don't even really know where to begin. Without much internet access as well, it's been horrible for me, not in the sense that I'm missing out on my entertainment, but rather because I've had very limited opportunity for trying to move out again and get my life squared away.

Things truly have fallen apart for me, and now I don't know how to get out of this hole I've been forced into. I'm now living with my Grandmother on my Father's side, near my Father. I'm most grateful for having a roof over my head, but at the same time, my family is also holding me down and keeping me stuck in this horrid situation. I'd be willing to work as hard as possible to make things better for myself, but I'm just not able to in the situation I'm in, which is the problem I'm having.

I don't know what to do anymore... and I'm a stupidly optimistic person. I've finally got a vehicle, a truck, but trying to get it to pass emissions has cost me hundreds of dollars I didn't have to spend on it. I'd started working with my Father again, hoping beyond reasoning that things would work out, and of course they didn't, so I've earned just enough money to almost get my truck fixed before I had to quit working with him.

So now I'm stuck at my Grandmother's, without a job, without money, and without a real way to look for a way out, or a place to go. I just don't know what to do. I'm just getting so tired of this. All I want is for things to work out for me... it's really all I ever ask. Instead crap keeps on happening that is out of my control that just makes things worse.

And I wish this was just a one day kinda thing, but this has been going on ever since I've stopped posting. I'm so tired of it...

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Just keep your head up. Lots of people have it rough right now due to the economy. I know no less than five people other than yourself forced to live with parents in order to make ends meet. I also know lots of people out of jobs right now. I'm sure you'll figure something out.

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